"Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me

My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging cickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again

So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh god I hate these Satan's helpers

And then I guess I must've snaped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from home
If you don't wanna get me down
Just leave the presents and let me be alone.

Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage

And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)

It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from home
If you don't wanna get me down
Just leave the presents and let me be alone

I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please postmark it)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please postmark it)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please postmark it)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please postmark it)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas"

-Blink 182's "I won't be home for christmas

That about sums up how I feel about this sucky holiday.It's not as fun as it used to be,it's gotten to commercialized.Sad really,but thats about how I see it.I see christmas decorations up in the mall's in early September and I want to scream.No one really cares about family and shit.And if they do bother to notice their families it usually winds up being some kind of an arguement or something.Mind you neither me nor my family has every been in a "Christmas fight",but from what I read,Christmas is one of the days that police get domestic disturbance calls.It's also one of the day's when suicide rates skyrocket."Most wonderfull time of the year" indeed.So for me,it's gonna be another lonely christmas.."joy".