Saturday, May 19, 2012

I feel like I just battled an army. This semester has been remarkably tough and long, and it was through no fault but my own. I'm physically, mentally and emotionally drained past the point of exhaustion. I feel empty, i feel depressed and i'm not sure why. I suppose I should feel accomplished, but until I get my grades, I don't think I can rest easy. Even then I still have that summer class, and after that, only about 2 months till the fall kicks my ass, but ya know what? Bring it on.

I started this semester filled with a ton of uncertainty, and while I still have it, I know that I put in all the effort possible, which is maybe why i'm tired. Nothing worth having, worth wanting is ever easy. That's just the way it is, and i'm OK with that. I feel better knowing I did everything I could have.

And I also feel better knowing I met some real great people in the past five months. They know who they are, and they're all good and decent people. And i'm very happy to call them all friends.

I'm also happy to call friends those who will be moving on to better and greater things. These people have the talent, drive and desire to accomplish excellent things, and I know that they will do just that.

And i'm also happy to have the friends that I've known for a while, the ones who will do anything for you. These are special people and great ones, and they're really just the best of the best.

I know that i'm not an easy person to know. I have my issues, I have my pitfalls, I have my faults, I'm eccentric, I'm picky and I obsess, but somehow, all of you make me being me a bit easier. Everyone of you that I can call friend...I really do feel luckier knowing you. You have no idea how much I really do value all of you. Thank you all for being there for me. And I promise, I will always be there for all of you. Lets all enjoy a few months off, then kick some ass come the fall. I'll bring the chocolate...and yes, the bacon too.